something to reflect about..

I want to come closer, but you are so distant.
Lately your thoughts are so far.
I want to show you all that you’re missing,
and I’ll meet you right where you are.
O’ Love, I’ve always known you, and,
O’ Love, you’ve always been mine.
O’ Love, I’m only asking you for your life.

Say that you need me. I know what you’re feeling.
You cannot do this alone. I gave you my Word,
and I gave you my life so that you’ll never be on your own.
O’ Love, I’ve always known you, and,
O’ Love, you’ve always been mine.
O’ Love, I’m only asking you for your life.

You’re waiting for this life to be what you want.
(Is this what you wanted?)
You’re waiting for this life to be what you need.
(Is this what you needed?)
You’re waiting for this life…

O’ Love, I’ve always known you, and,
O’ Love, you’ve always been mine.
O’ Child, I’m only asking you for your life.

after listening to this music, i actually was able to ask myself if is this really what i want for my life. Do i really like the things that's happening to me right now? Would this really make me happy for the rest of my life or would it be just for a while? lot;s of question came to my mind and i actually don't know what i really want for myself. I always permit others to choose for me and i just do the action without thinking if it would benefit me.

right now, i don't know where to go and actually don't know what path to follow. i've been living with my worldly wants and actually forgot about what God can really do to my life. i actually need a lot of guidance right now and i think it's time for me to stand up for myself but of course through God's help. But i'm not quite sure if i can really stand for what i'm saying right now coz as i have said i don't know what i want for me.